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Saturday, January 23

SAI visit day

hohoho...superb happy because my sai visited me and overnight with me!!!!
and the BEST thing is she DRIVES!!!
everything seems easy with a car~
she came here for training and she promised to visit and overnight with me.....
i already full of plans in my mind once she confirmed with me
but there are too much plans for too less time

she reached my house around 1pm and we headed to pyramid right after we dressed up

ban leng leng
it has been a long time we take picture togetherSAI driver
a little bit of lost in the kesas high way as im not so familiar with it
but at the end we managed to make it to sunway *phew*
our first stop at sunway was SNOWFLAKE
this is my favorite spot at sunway because i love ICE thing!!
introduced this to my sis and she also praised that YUMMY!
yummy yummy yummy yummy!!!!!
snowflake best seller
inside the pyramid parking, there are too many cars searching for parkings
we spent almost half an hour turning and turning
scolding and scolding *not me scolding but my sis*
finally...............................................we found a 难得 parking space!!!
omg...some more it was in front the lift to shops......
how lucky we were ^^
复杂的情绪=无耐+高兴
tried this green top..LOVE it but i DINT BUY it!!hohoho....keep eating!have you ever seen duck that vomit tissue?
we took our dinner at 龙师傅
still.......ordered alot of foods!
arghhh...
♥ her alot
she is going back to penang tomorrow noon
awwwww....im going to miss her alot...

LOVES her...
though we tease each other
though we call each other SAI
though we dun contact frequently
still...........i L
♥VE her


Friday, January 22

to HER

thanks for being so nice to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i could be a nothing to her
but she helped me alot when i need assistance

i can imagine that how you try to get me the paycheck
really really touch that you still willing to help me
this is not your problem but mine
and you still help me without any thoughts

the promise i gave to you
i will work on it
as an appreciation on treating me so well

THANKS FOR BEING MY FRIEND, allyssa

Thursday, January 21

好累好累好累

抑郁在心中的情绪
释放不出来
我好难受

好多好多的压力
让我喘不过气来

肩膀像千斤般的重
我觉得好累好累

天空可以为我掉眼泪吗?
因为我不能
我好累
可不可以抱着我,让我大哭一场

乱

好多好多的情绪
想表达

好多好多的话
想说

好多好多的眼泪
想流

好多好多的疑惑
想问

好多好多的自卑感
想得到安慰




找不到这么的一个人


时间不对
人不对
感觉不对
心,也不对

我的心,在打仗
好乱好乱


Saturday, January 16

CNY dress


awwww.....i miss this dress.....
not because this dress is SUPERB expensive....
but for me i dun think i should buy it at RM150 as a STUDENT.....
spotted it when shopping at 1u yesterday
ARGHHH!!!!!
perhaps this dress might be NORMAL ONLY for other people but for me is UNUSUAL maybe because normally i just t-shirt with jeans or skirt
hehe....wanna change new style to be a more lady girl ^^
actually few dresses stocking in my hometown cupboard for my cny new clothes....
i should not so greedy to expect more........
i must be a wise spender...i must be a wise spender...i must be a wise spender...i must be a wise spender...i must be a wise spender...i must be a wise spender...i must be a wise spender...
I CANT STOP THINKING THAT DRESS!!!!!
help meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!

Tuesday, January 12

last day in PENANG

my last day in penang is precious.................................
so i spend my time with love ones
went to watch ALVIN & THE CHIPMUNKS 2 with M at jusco....
yes, JUSCO again ^^
M introduced me BLACK CANYON for lunch and it was yummy!!!!
it is a thai style restaurant with varieties of choices..........
not to dissatisfy me because they are not serve only spicy spicy foods!

phad-thai - it is like thai-style kuey teowyes, WASHROOM againROOOOOOOAAAARRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!

okay, back to the movie
it was GREAT because those chipmunks are adorable especially THEODORE
fat fat, round round!!!!
he is super 惹人疼爱 at the time he notice his brothers were fighting
and i almost dropped my tears when alvin couldnt performed in the first competition
rated 5/5 although alvin abit NOISY because they are SO SO CUTE!
after the movie....STARBUCKS TIME~~~~~~
i was so regret to have green tea frapp although it is my LOVE
it nearly made me cant take dinner cooked by my mum.....
真凶
when i reach home, my mum was so excited that her tomato tree finally 生 baby tomatoes
and then it inspired me to capture the 花花草草 in my garden
they are all my mum's 命根
sometimes she can stay up to 11pm to water the flower and to do the weeding
she enjoys the soft wind at night
but now she is getting older and older that she cant spend so much time on that anymore
two baby tomatoes
the lovely cloud ^^
tree NO. 1tree NO. 2paper flower = bunga kertas
my home got 韭菜!!rose!一大片草原!ME: ma, what is this?
MAMA: curry powder lor....

ME: har!why you put curry powder here?!

MAMA: got rats ate my flower, i wan 辣死 them

sun flower富贵花
orchid

i have 8 hours to go................................
goodbye PENANG
goodbye HOME
goodbye PAPA & MAMA
goodbye GIRLSSSSS

♥

Monday, January 11

离家

衣服一叠一叠的收进包包里
不舍的心情可以带走吗?
家,好安全好温暖
舒服得我不想离开
可我不得不
家,好像一层保护膜
让我感到无助疲惫的时候可以躲一躲

回去以后,就不能想见爸爸妈妈时候就到客厅坐坐
回去以后,就不能陪爸爸妈妈到他们想去的地方
回去以后,就要面对 thesis 毕业的压力
回去以后,就只能想念妈妈做的菜 *虽然我常说妈妈是我变胖的主因*
回去以后,就得靠自己做家务了
回去以后,就没有热水澡了
回去以后,就不能常常和姐妹相聚了
回去以后,就不能和姐姐打打闹闹
回去以后,就听不见 baby 的哭闹玩笑声了

虽然我知道,回去以后
我有能力一个人面对一切
我还是会想他们

很想很想