工做得越迟，我的呼吸变得越不顺畅

真面目

i had a bad day again...

yes, AGAIN

but today i had took off someone's mask

unfocused day

心绪不宁

惨了惨了

Dont ever let excitement or unsure things to blindfold you
不要让周围的一切蒙蔽了你的双眼

真的只是有时候，渴望别人的关怀，渴望一份简单的快乐

♥ IPHONE 4 & MACBOOK PRO

awwwwwwwww......im so in love with the new iphone 4.......

not going to get one YET because laptop is prioritized
i was 引诱 by a devil to get macbook >'<

i can only afford this so far

suggestion anyone???

FIVE STAR mood

im happy today

for no reason

**big smile**

写给所有累了的女孩子

Im sharing this because every sentence touched my heart

Here it comes:

写给所有累了的女孩子 --

真的只是有时候，莫名的心情不好，不想和任何人说话，只想一个人静静的发呆。

真的只是有时候，突然觉得心情烦躁，看什么都觉得不舒服，心里闷的发慌，拼命想寻找一个出口。

真的只是有时候，发现身边的人都不了解自己，面对着身边的人，突然觉得说不出话。

真的只是有时候，感觉自己与世界格格不入，曾经一直坚持的东西一夜间面目全非。

真的只是有时候，突然很想逃离现在的生活，想不顾一切收拾自己简单的行李去流浪。

真的只是有时候，别人突然对你说，我觉得你变了，然后自己开始百感交集。

真的只是有时候，希望时间为自己停下，就这样和喜欢的人地老天荒。

真的只是有时候，在自己脆弱的时候，想一个人躲起来，不愿别人看到自己的伤口。

真的只是有时候，突然很想哭，却难过的哭不出来。

真的只是有时候，夜深人静的时候，突然觉得寂寞深入骨髓。

真的只是有时候，明明自己心里有很多话要说，却不知道怎样表达。

真的只是有时候，觉得自己其实一无所有，仿佛被世界抛弃。

真的只是有时候，明明自己身边很多朋友，却依然觉得孤单。

真的只是有时候，很想放纵自己，希望自己彻彻底底醉一次 。

真的只是有时候，自己的梦想很多，却力不从心。

真的只是有时候，常常找不到事情，无聊的无所适从。

真的只是有时候，突然找不到自己，把自己丢了。

真的只是有时候，心里突然冒出一种厌倦的情绪，觉得自己很累很累。

真的只是有时候，看不到自己未来的样子，迷茫的不知所措。

真的只是有时候，发现自己一夜之间长大了。

真的只是有时候，听到一首老歌，就突然想起一个人。

真的只是有时候，别人误解了自己有口无心的一句话，心里郁闷的发慌。

真的只是有时候，常常在回忆里挣扎，有很多过去无法释怀。

真的只是有时候，渴望别人的关怀，渴望一份简单的快乐。

真的只是有时候，看着时间一点点流逝，自己却无能为力..............

tears are out...because the every sentence represents me

happy tanglung festival

pictures taken from google

happy tanglung festival?

or happy mooncake festival?

团圆团圆

it's a day to have a reunion with your love ones

sadly, im not going back home

and my girls are not around with me

i miss those days when i was a kid taking traditional tanglung and meronda the whole residential area nearby my house

or reuse the milo tin to make a simple one

i miss those days few years back when we playing with candles at our condo's park

anyway, have a great festive everyone

a short note to my love ones ♥♥

Dear TENG,

Have a safe flight to singapore

All the best in E&Y and have a good life over there

We will miss you!!!

如果呆不下去，一定要回来!!!!

i believe you will make us proud ^^

Dear WING & WEN,

Be good girl in uni

and be BITCH when being bullied!!!

*hahahahhahahahhahah*

Come back often, to visit me

Dear M,

Come find me often before you back yo kampar!!!

Believe things will be fine and lucks are with you always

i ♥you girls

Best Regards,

SHERLING

词穷了

有好多话我想说

有好多情绪我想表达

可是我发现我越来越不善于表达我的感觉

告诉我，如果你发现到不一样的我

screwed me day

tears almost burst out during the end of the day

everything comes together that panicked me

stress + irresponsible of people around + lots of work at such time

seriously i had lost confident to myself

and i had realized the fact that there is no such thing that YOU CAN GET A RETURN FOR GIVING A HAND TO PEOPLE.....NEVER EVER believe this crap

maybe there is exception

but there is just a minority

thanks for those who helped me out when i need the most

and for those who were on the contrary.........................................i have nothing to say

felt tired and helpless

tik t♥k tik t♥k

counting down to friday - TWO days

another counting down to saturday - THREE days

tik tok tik tok....the time is getting nearer and nearer

another week began

yeah...this week cycle is repeating and repeating again

every sunday i have to sleep early to prepare myself for monday blue

i hate that...but what to do?

and everyday i start my day with a SMILE

but end it with alot of SIGHS + FATIGUE and a lil bit of ANGER

ya, a little bit

nevermind...

because i can easily forget unhappy thing

i wish i have the strength......to believe myself that i can overcome every hardship

btw, im very looking forward for this coming friday......

something excited is happening Y*.*Y

生气

不要看我软软的就觉得我好欺负！

不要踩在我头上！！

今天，一整天的心情不怎么好

沉静下来，觉得因为别人而生气真的是在折磨自己

虽然，我还没气消

today's thought

我，还是好好的靠自己吧

永远不要妄想会得到别人的帮忙

今天，好累好累

what do i want actually???

i wonder..........................................................

did i make the wrong choice?

i dont want to forever COPY & PASTE

while others have great future plannings to be auditor....study acca this and that

i felt like i am wasting my 17 years of study life

SIGH.....

i lost my direction