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Saturday, January 30

P.A.S.S.I.O.N

what is the passion in your life?

when this question arise to me
i was like "uh................................" speechless
to be honest, i couldnt find any answer to myself

searching the definition of PASSION by the web, it can be defined as
The state of the mind when it is powerfully acted upon and influenced by something external to itself; the state of any particular faculty which, under such conditions, becomes extremely sensitive or uncontrollably excited; any emotion or sentiment (specifically love or anger) in a state of abnormal or controlling activity; and extreme or inordinate desire; also, the capacity or susceptibility of being so affected; as to be in a passion; the passions of love, hate, jealously, wrath, ambition, avarice,fear, etc.
or 热情,热爱 in chinese term

im always being not to matter about everything
whatever people say, i say yes
whatever people ask, i say okay
im so damn unassertive in everything
thats why how can i be more passionate in particular things!
living for almost 22 years i still couldnt find the direction of my life
is that a failure?
YES for me....
im so jealous of those who have the path of life and know exactly how to step on it
i dunwan to be blur blur and without any direction
i dunwan that when i grow old and i look back i cant feel proud of myself

how???
how to find it???
how much time left before i can figure out?

Thursday, January 28

THROW ALL THE BOOKS!!!!!!

im drowning in the BOOKS & NOTES
im so fed up on myself
cant even understand the lecture
tutorials are so strange to me

the last semester of my uni life
yet im not ready for everything

bad result
slow understanding
stupid memory

what else i got in myself?

Wednesday, January 27

t.e.n.s.e.d

今天,挫折感很重
课业的压力,真得让我透不过气来
霎那间,觉得自己好笨好笨

好多好多的问题,在我脑海里盘旋
好多好多的石头,压在我心里

我在想什么?
我在犹豫什么?

好累
累得我表达不到我自己

我在迷宫里走失了

zoo zoo zoo!!!!

arghhh!!!!
keep delaying my ZOO post
sorry everyone
i have been busy past few days and weeks
hectic schedule, everyday 8am classes and i got to sleep early because i will feel sleepy the next morning
the entrance
lijiephangjoanneSLingtcc aka VAM=vampire TENG aka TENG NAPEK
he is the only one who brought umbrella among us!

had alot of fun especially i saw my favourite ELEPHANTS & BEARS!!!!
hohoho...super ♥ elephants because they are giant yet very CUTE!
everything is soooo commercialized as the map is sold for RM 2, icecream is EXPENSIVE *for most of the stalls*
we had visited those normal animals habitats, bird house, the reptile house, the ape center, bees garden, penguin house, aquarium, and animal show
the TAPIR, going to extinct
this deer is outside the cageTENG NAPEK with parrot
do you know that this leopard keep walking a circle?the REPTILE housespotting the frogssuper old turtle is peeing
you see another bear was like struggling at the gate there?zebra lorryspread your L.O.V.Ethis is where we dine
totally agree with that!
orang utanthis look like a man两个人在谈心事
BIGGER orang utaneating papayaTCC with his lovely umbrellaBEE farm
had icecream because the weather was so so hot!PENGUIN housenothing?!only TWO penguins @.@AQUARIUM
CRABbydeep sea fishes
TCC wanted to open his mouth as big as the fishstarfish & SLingthe place we watched the animal show
crowded!the small seagull ready to jump!!!!

the bigger onehe knows play basketballand he knows 装死hippopotamus do you know that hippo loves to soak in water because they scare hot weather?

we took the tram which is also some kind of BUS before we left zoo with RM 3 per person.

my elephant with its POO POOit is a poney named HOBID from ARGENTINA
tcc wanted to challenged himself with the SNAKE
very YENG punscared already....MUAHAHAHHAAHHAwe left ZOO at 15:56

it was a good day spent with you guys....
saw alot of CUTE animals *especially my ELEPHANT* and gained some knowledge
wish that we will have more and more outings before we graduate ^^