everything comes together that panicked me
stress + irresponsible of people around + lots of work at such time
seriously i had lost confident to myself
and i had realized the fact that there is no such thing that YOU CAN GET A RETURN FOR GIVING A HAND TO PEOPLE.....NEVER EVER believe this crap
maybe there is exception
but there is just a minority
thanks for those who helped me out when i need the most
and for those who were on the contrary.........................................i have nothing to say
felt tired and helpless