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Saturday, January 30

P.A.S.S.I.O.N

what is the passion in your life?

when this question arise to me
i was like "uh................................" speechless
to be honest, i couldnt find any answer to myself

searching the definition of PASSION by the web, it can be defined as
The state of the mind when it is powerfully acted upon and influenced by something external to itself; the state of any particular faculty which, under such conditions, becomes extremely sensitive or uncontrollably excited; any emotion or sentiment (specifically love or anger) in a state of abnormal or controlling activity; and extreme or inordinate desire; also, the capacity or susceptibility of being so affected; as to be in a passion; the passions of love, hate, jealously, wrath, ambition, avarice,fear, etc.
or 热情,热爱 in chinese term

im always being not to matter about everything
whatever people say, i say yes
whatever people ask, i say okay
im so damn unassertive in everything
thats why how can i be more passionate in particular things!
living for almost 22 years i still couldnt find the direction of my life
is that a failure?
YES for me....
im so jealous of those who have the path of life and know exactly how to step on it
i dunwan to be blur blur and without any direction
i dunwan that when i grow old and i look back i cant feel proud of myself

how???
how to find it???
how much time left before i can figure out?