什么时候你觉得很幸福？

幸福真的很难抓摸
当你以为你手里紧握住的是幸福时
其实，幸福却悄悄的溜走了

幸福的定义，离我越来越远
甚至，我根本想不起怎么才是幸福
有一首歌是这么唱的
我最幸福的事，当过你的天使
是，是很幸福
只是，幸福的最后
却变成了两人的不幸福
那当初的幸福还有什么意义呢？

曾经，我以为只要两个相爱的人能牵手，就是幸福
后来，我嘲笑我的天真
就算牵了手，也可以很容易的放手
到最后，剩下的只是眼泪和那些所谓幸福的回忆

幸福的终点站，到底是什么？

我，是一个爱不了的人

Lagoon!

it has been a year i went to lagoon....
the plan came during the gathering at oldtown after graduation photo taking
and it was suggested by KOKSANG + BULAT
few days ago before thursday, there was like around 10+ people going...
but at the end, working de working, sick de sick, clubbing de clubbing!!!*god dun sayang us >'< *
and then, the number of people decrease to 6 people
oh well, we still need to have fun although not the whole bunch of people going....
but i feel that im getting older and older because i cant 受刺激 anymore....
like those pirate ship, even just a roller coaster also can make me so terrific!!
the time when those things wan 冲下来 i feel that my heart wanna jump out >"<
stupid me........
after the day, i realized that im getting darker!!!
as allyssa said, last time im tone NO. 1 but now im tone NO. 3 OMG!!!!!
how could this happen to me!!!!!
now, im very hardworking to apply whitening body lotion and face lotion.......
got to buy lots of whitening mask soon!
I WANNA GET BACK MY FAIR SKIN!!
din take much pictures because bringing stuffs along are so troublesome...
so, just imagine yourself with just a little pics ^^

having breakfast at sg longtcc, jeffsteven, horsewoo!!!yeng driverand yeng passenger ^^the other car蓝天白云 + scorching hot sun!

头歪歪

finally the tiger came out when we are on the way to exitplaying with the 吉祥物lansi + ugly me

ahhhh...tummy!

im over the height requirement *wink*

- 旧地重游，让我回忆起了好多好多 -

pre-grad photo taking

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it is the day that we capture our memories before we apart
it is the day that we remind all of us that we have been together for three years time
and yes, it is the day that we will never forget

suddenly i feel that im no longer a child that can be so relax....
wake up anytime i want
go class...*i dun really skip class, unless i want to get back hometown desperately*
then go back home have a 3 hours nap
watch drama and on FACEBOOk whenever i free
blah blah blah........................
see......how 悠闲 a student life can be!

the closer the time to i graduate the more worry i m
whenever i met some old friends they will ask:
what are are you going to do after graduate?
are you going to work at kl or stay at hometown?

seriously.............i dont know the exact answer of these kind of questions....NONE
maybe you will question that i should be an accountant because im an accounting student....
but frankly, the more i study accounting, the more blur im, the more i hate figures
i dun think i will a good accountant
so ya, im so uncertain with my future
and yes............i dunwan to graduate so soon.....
because im yet to figure out what i actually want

but still...time will fly.........without aware

turn to pictures mode:

cute yuanrubanna *love it*with previous sem tutor - MR. Hen
our photographer - phangstaircase from M floor

we madwe sadyet we are happy to be togetherwith lijie, yingying, joanne

jaymekyneegood brothersafter the photo shooting, we hang out and have brunch at oldtownhe still so shy

for more pictures, please view my facebook ^^

cuci longkang

went to the mines for bowling with allyssa, caymond and koksang after movie at pavillion
that day wasn't my day because i get very HIGH marks....
i continuously cuci longkang twice and then after two round again i get once ="=
so lousy skill
but i do get STRIKE!!!!!
it was happened ACCIDENTALLY....
but not bad also right???

can you see how many times i get - for S??its okay...im happy ^^

coming up next:
my pre-graduation photo

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happy 100 post to my blog!!!!!

i was just realized that my blog post has come to 100 ^^
wish that in future there will be more more 100
100 in my exam!! *dreaming*
everyday get rm100!!! *dreaming*

hope that you guys also have 100 in your life ^^

im waiting for LEOnid

its 4.12 in the morning
lol.............
am i the only one stupid waiting for the meteor shower inside my room???
i pray that im LUCKY enough to watch it using my small tiny window......
its LEOnid............god will let me see it right???
because im LEO....
lol......how lame.........

一个人的深夜，真的很静很静
黑夜，真的有别于白天
白天，是让人充满活力的
而黑夜，总是让人变得好沉重

LEOnid meteor shower!!!!!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....totally getting crazee now!!!
just get to know that tonight from 1am to 4-5am will have a meteor shower
and asia has the best view for it!!!

"We're predicting 20 to 30 meteors per hour over the Americas, and as many as 200 to 300 per hour over Asia," said Bill Cooke of NASA's Meteoroid Environment Office.

what the........!!!!!!200-300!????
WHO WANTS TO BRING ME TO SEE METEOR SHOWER!!!!
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..........

check out the links below:
http://news.yahoo.com/s/space/20091116/sc_space/strongleonidmeteorshowerpeaksearlytuesdaymorning

http://blogs.columbiaspectator.com/newsroom/?p=429

someone please drive me away from sg long!!!!
i wanna catch the meteor shower!!!!!
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa *crazying*

p/s: someone told me that LEOnid has the most pretty meteor shower.....waaaaaaaaaaaaa

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当一个承诺不再是承诺的时候
之前说得多甜蜜，多感动，多天花乱坠
顿时间变得毫无价值
就算再多做什么再多说什么
也于事无补

不要相信承诺
因为承诺，只是无法兑现的空头支票

我，收集了好多好多

封尘的支票簿
在慢慢翻阅的时候
心也变得好沉重

所以我不要承诺
如果你做不到

不要，真的不要

支离破碎的心
再怎么厉害
也补不回了

god cal heal a broken heart, but he also has to have all the pieces

残花

花

丢了




突然决意的事情

还是赶快行动比较好



不然时机过了

就没有借口让我做下去




为了所谓的往事
把自己锁在名叫 曾经 的箱子里头

推开一步一步接近自己的人






这叫笨


我
醒不来了


也许，很难再恢复了



所以你可以继续笑我，骂我，挖苦我

因为我好累，好绝望


不要再给我买花了



花的生命线很短暂

就像我的爱情一样

appreciate everything around you

accidentally saw a video of one of the victims - JAMES KHOR who drowned at Batu Berangkai Waterfall, kampar
i have read some articles about this accident before but today when i found out this video......
there are alot emotions inside me...

life is so unpredictable
the victims were so young and they are supposedly to have more and more 20 years to go
but GOd just so unfair to them.....took their life...for no reason

they are a stranger to me...but still...it is a live......THREE LIVES.....THREE GOOD FUTURES
>"<>

♥ yourself
♥ your life
♥ the one who loves you
and dun stop creating ♥ everyday

may the three souls rest in peace

下雨天

刚刚







小感动了一下


谢谢你那么关心我



可是最后





我还是回到我的现实

在起雾的镜子中画上的爱心


最终





还是会消失

activities that i left out

the previous post i promised you guys that i will update what i have left out right?
*wink* here i go!
actually not much activities....
one week after joanne's birthday is LEUNG's birthday!!! *so do my SAI SIS's*
we had a simple celebration for him the day before his birthday
here's the pictures :

the birthday boyphang & lijiesimone & ah teckjoanne

me me me!!!!!hope he do like the present

business ethics class was so boring....
then i accidentally found out that our lecturer's hair abit senget....
so just draw it out on the so called "table chair"?

the face abit too fat liao.....lack of skill >"< sorry sir

tomorrow is my pre-graduation photo taking session....
it reminds me that i still have 8 months to go for my uni life.....
ahhh.....im going to grow UP so soon!
that i have to working......boring routine that have to wake up early in the morning...
finish work at 5 or 6?........
jam.....or perhaps i might take public transport....
fall asleep in bus/lrt.....with AIR LIUR......>"<
aahhhhh..the point is....
im going to end my 18 years study life in 8 months!!!!
so 不舍得......
although i hate exams...hate midterms....hate those stupid peoples in campus...
but i still do love my study life!!
out of topic already.....back to the photo taking thingy
so so nervous........wonder my make up will sia sui or not...
wonder my blazer and shirts BAGUS or not...
worry this worry that.... some more have to make up for joanne and lijie!!!!
MORE SUPER nervous....
the feeling is like they have 把终生幸福交给我.........
what if i mess up the make up?
what if i accidentally draw the eyeliner senget?
AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
and one more thing.................................
should i smile with :

just a smile without teeth?or with teeth?

if you are my frequent blog reader.....
i think you will know that usually i smile without teeth..
because im so damn ugly and fake smile with the stupid open mouth smile.....
TAK BOLEH TAHAN!
but people around me always complaint that i seemed NO SMILE and LOOK FIERCE with my smile without teeth
although i already 笑破嘴 *cheese*
ahhhhh...whatever......!

GOODLUCK to me and my classmates.....
hope we do enjoy tomorrow ^^