i scare that i got no future

i scare that i cant find out what i want eventually

i scare that i have to accept the fact that i am that useless

really really scare

怎么办?

我觉得我没用

对不起

我委屈自己了

最近很情绪化

好像被寂寞给击败了

我知道有一天会好起来的

可是，什么时候?

it is an emotional night.

but i dont know why.

suddenly i am scared of everything.

是不是佯装着坚强，那颗心越脆弱？

最近的心，脆弱得很